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« Reply #150 on: Dec 03, 2018, 04:46 AM »

Hi Kristin, Heather, Nerissa,

So beautiful all this learning and sharing, thank you all!

Kristin, thank you for posting this. I'm not very familiar with this singer but all you shared from her is just amazing. What was very insightful for me in seeing this example is the shift from the energy from the sign to the house. Sagittarius expressed through Aries, seems to make the aries energy more impersonal for lilith. Mars not so much ruling her root but her drive, and it is interesting how this ends up in the need to be alone in the woods to create from the depth of her inner truth above all fear, insecurity and external conditioning. That culminating in a gift so much larger then herself.

One thing i would like to ask, since you mention the nodes, from what i have seen, are lilith's nodes for anyone alive at this moment always in between this signs?,
South Node - Taurus, Gemini, Cancer
North Node - Sagittarius, Capricorn

Thanks again,
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« Reply #151 on: Dec 03, 2018, 11:38 AM »

HI Nerissa,

Thank you for your wonderful contribution.

The process of feeling into the archetypes and reflecting upon them further deepens our understanding.

Each of you have your own unique lens and way of inwardly experiencing this archetype, so all 3 of you have added onto what I shared and thus added onto the whole.


"in her natural form you said there is no judgment..yes a natural woman never judges or apologizes for whose she is..especially a 1st house Aries."


and when this is distorted, she harshly judges herself and the way she was created BECAUSE of being severely judged by cultural conditioning.

Also, you wrote

She, most importantly, uses her instinct to create harmony versus divisiveness, sex to unite versus power/domination, she uses her natural gifts including leadership to PROTECT others: she protects their right to act, speak, live and express themselves fully and accepts other's rights as though they are her own.

YES

I would also add that the sex is to unite but also to EXPERIENCE, remember she is learning about herself through the adventure of the newness. She does like to dominate but it is a natural domination, not to abuse but to be in control, thus her desire to be 'on top.'


In her natural form, She is a fierce protector through her leadership and by being on the front lines and she is also well aware that her role is no more important than anyone else. Shaman is the same as the corn picker.

In your section on the distortion, I loved your tag line

They are the epitome of an ego without an anchor.  Excellent metaphor.

In addition, Lilith in the 1st/Aries can be very selfish when this is distorted and anger is ignited and make their own pain more important than another's. There is a need to embrace the polarity in Libra here.

RESOLUTION

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being capable of owning to her own actions, divisiveness and lack of empathy - taking responsibility, not allowing herself to be a victim. Within that, she will open up to true relatedness - on every level.

Yes, in the Resolution of Lilith in the 1st/Aries, the Soul is learning to take RESPONSIBILITY for whatever they set in motion versus setting it on fire mid stride, and making other's needs equal to her own in relationships, and in commitments of any kind. The key here is FOLLOW THROUGH, all the way.

Great Job working with remaining remnants that are so key to this archetype,

Kristin
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« Reply #152 on: Dec 03, 2018, 11:53 AM »

Hi Helena,

One thing i would like to ask, since you mention the nodes, from what i have seen, are lilith's nodes for anyone alive at this moment always in between this signs?,
South Node - Taurus, Gemini, Cancer
North Node - Sagittarius, Capricorn


Great Question..

Yes, this is a generational evolutionary thing. It takes more than one to accomplish the intent to return to a state of balance again. These nodes in most cases will be in a different house. In addition, by looking to the ruler of the nodes by house, sign and aspect, this will give it further context and personal meaning.
We must remember too the different evolutionary states.

The Nodes of asteroids and planets moves at different rates than the Nodes of the Moon. The Moon moves swiftly and it never goes retrograde which accounts for some of this.

Obviously one size will not fit all if you see the same Nodes for two Souls born near one another. The entire chart must be taken into consideration to dial in on the specific Soul story.

Peace,
Kristin




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« Reply #153 on: Dec 03, 2018, 03:02 PM »

Thanks Kristin for your feedback! Couple things you pointed out clicked for me, and made clear some things that seemed elusive to my mind

More I think on it, seems this Aries/1st placement for lillith could be one of the more tough placements. The sense of one's intrinsic nature being 'wrong' or denied and subverted would be so intense for these people.

And, until recently, so much of the Aries archetype has been a fairly lopsided 'male/masculine' energy - a masculine energy that is cut off from the feminine & distorted. For too long women were told that they couldn't do things: whether because women supposedly couldn't (getting an education or having artistic ability), or that it wasn't 'feminine' or womanly.

Bhaskara,
Thank you so much for your lovely and kind words Smiley
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« Reply #154 on: Dec 03, 2018, 07:24 PM »

so...I keep thinking about this archetype!

And how perfect it is to generate a deep sense of a lack of being accepted for who one innately is in this reality at this time (well, for awhile).....

Thinking how much more appropriate it is to relate male/female to the idea of yin/yang instead.  There is no gender assignment in the latter. And there is no doubt there is meaningful difference between the human expressions of sexual gender & body function...but, Aries: it is what it is no matter what it is, it will be that & expect to be accepted.
Anything less is traumatizing

But..what I was really thinking about is how - for women- we've made so many strides, because, on the whole, we are united...women can be in combat, play sports...and still be 'women', still have babies, families etc. I think of Danica Patrick - she's a race car driver, but otherwise a total fashionista clotheshorse!

When it comes to men, though....? I've spoken with a few, intelligent and 'enlightened' men but even so, they find it very very hard to come outside the gender assignment.
I will point out that wanting to dress nice, in pretty colors, fabrics, wear makeup, and be emotionally sensitive & open does not mean you're not male!!
A man can be a man and still be, & do & feel all of those things....and be a man...and quite possibly the same man who goes & rescues a family from a fire, or is a hero on the battlefield....they are not mutually exclusive

They accept women can be fluid in gender assignment - but they simply cannot accept that with their own gender... They acknowledge what I say, but they also have no idea how to move forward....
History shows men have enjoyed all the fashion, accessory circumstances that are now only accorded to  women (in the west):  jewelry, adornments in general, expressive clothing: or the 16th century: men in wigs, lace and heels, etc.  
I don't know: just been thinking about this in regards to the Lillith/Aries archetype.

Not sure how men are going to be able to move forward unless they do embrace & make a relationship to the inner feminine...

Thanks!

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« Reply #155 on: Dec 04, 2018, 04:50 AM »

Hi Everyone,

Kristin, thank you for reaching back on the nodes. From an evolutionary perspective i hope we can at some point approach this more deeply, as to why this signs and the overall meaning for the generations, hope we can get on that.

Also been loving your discussion, Heather and Nerissa. Well, from my point of view it all comes at how far each soul has been, relative to experimenting with gender switch, and what it feels like to be in each gender, what the conditioning really feels like. Otherwise, from a long time, is just an effect of social and patriarchal expectations as to how one should behave in their own gender, from the outside. But also, from my own experience, it does not necessarily mean that a man with an already developed feminine side (in appearance and expression, regardless of sexual orientation) already feels at ease/expresses that side when it comes to intimacy. That would be also another world within a world in my view. Or, that a man showing no feminine traits isn't very caring, gentle and openly showing emotions in more intimate contact. I think it comes down to what's really going on inside and how "safe" one truly feels in the outer world and inner world, and how that can translate in harmony or not. That going for male and female of course. Don't know if you agree on this...

I would also completely agree with Heather about what you said, Nerissa, on the trauma that aries goes through by not being accepted for what it is...That is the bottom line, but there is always the possibility for aries to break free, the other expression of Aquarius and with the sextile, aries gets it instinctively ant takes to action. Even if that is anger, is breaking some patterns. The solution is probably to apply that anger to built something for itself, like in the example of Sarah Mclachlan Kristin shared :-)

Looking forward to continue,
Helena

P.S. About how men deal with anger in a positive way, i leave an excerpt of singer Gregory Porter interview about racism, one of the most beautiful, honourable expressions in the life of a great soul,

“My personality is to absorb an experience, let it live in me. I’ve been treated like I was a piece of s---, but my protest and anger and pain has come out sometimes as beautiful songs.” He cites Our Love from his 2012 album, Be Good. “Walking in New York with my lady, minding our own business, enjoying a beautiful day, somebody walked past us and said 'that’s a weird couple. She white, he black, he big, she little.’ I could have turned around and shown my anger but I let it stir inside. And I wrote a song about how the love we have is bigger than petty stones thrown at the gates of our castle. So when I see thousands of people singing that at a show, the slight has been conquered.

“It’s personal to me – I took that insult and I bought my house with that. I’ve been called n----- a thousand times, but I’ve turned it into my son’s college education. I feel righteous. And I feel lucky.”
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« Reply #156 on: Dec 04, 2018, 09:36 AM »

Hi all,

I wanted to add something in response to something Nerissa wrote.

At the end of her post she spoke of weaving in all of the cardinal archetypes:

"a fair amount of correlation pulled in the grand cross: libra, cancer, capricorn"


This is exactly how to understand how this energy operates. This would be true for any of the other cardinal signs as well, including those in the fixed and mutable signs. Within each quality there exists one sign in each element, so you are able to weave in all of the energies that make up the full expression.
 
For example:

Cardinal - Aries/fire, Cancer/water, Libra/air, Capricorn/earth
Fixed - Taurus/earth, Leo/fire, Scorpio/water, Aquarius/air
Mutable - Gemini/air, Virgo/earth, Sagittarius/fire, Pisces/water

So when you have Lilith within any house of sign you will be working around and through the energies that serve as growth points. Take for example Pluto through the houses and signs. We look to the polarity point for the evolution of that Soul. The polarity symbolizes the furthest stretch and an embodied growth that reflects evolution.

I realize for Lilith in the 1st/Aries, the inconjuncts to Scorpio and Virgo are an even more extreme stretch but in terms of really growing through any one quality ie cardinal, all of the sides of Cardinal must be developed, remembering again in this context, Cardinal is about GENDER, male/female, and integrating both sides until the Soul reaches a more androgynous state of balance seen with Libra.

I remember when I was first watching the EA videos of JWG teaching and a friend of mine came over and asked, "Who is that woman on the screen?" I said, "That, is what you call a natural man." The more evolved the Soul is, the more the Soul has integrated both sides of gender, equally male and female. Of course this Soul has switched genders in many lives as well in order for this to occur. JWG has Venus Rx on the ascendant in Scorpio, Moon in the 4th and Mars on the South Node, and Saturn balsamic to Pluto in the 9th, a natural man, all the cardinal energies reflecting this axis.

Just some further thoughts..
Kristin
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« Reply #157 on: Dec 04, 2018, 09:42 AM »

Hi Nerissa,

You wrote:

I've spoken with a few, intelligent and 'enlightened' men but even so, they find it very very hard to come outside the gender assignment.

Intelligent men may appear enlightened, but are they actually evolved?

If they were evolved they would be emotionally integrated and secure enough within themselves to allow themselves to be vulnerable. Enlightened and Evolved Souls do not allow themselves to be conditioned.

I have run across many that talk the talk but inwardly, and thus outwardly, do not walk the walk.

Peace,
Kristin
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« Reply #158 on: Dec 04, 2018, 09:46 AM »

Hi Heather,

You wrote:

For men that are like that, like frozen in gender assignment just put a baby animal or a little puppy in there arms and you see there feminine side come right out...

So True...

The reason men and women alike become soft like the tender underbelly of Cancer when they hold a puppy or any animal for that matter is because animals are PURE EMOTION. They do not have an agenda. They are exactly who they are no matter what, wide open and wanting to give and receive love.

So this allows the human to follow suit, to fall into their emotional bodies, naturally.

Peace,
Kristin
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« Reply #159 on: Dec 04, 2018, 09:53 AM »

Hi Helena,

You wrote

I think it comes down to what's really going on inside and how "safe" one truly feels in the outer world and inner world, and how that can translate in harmony or not. That going for male and female of course. Don't know if you agree on this...

Yes, I do agree.

It really does all come back to the CANCER archetype, how SAFE and SECURE anyone feels to either slip into a space of real intimacy as well as to feel safe enough to express their nature in full without fear.

Cancer initiates the WATER TRINITY.

True Intimacy occurs through the emotional door, and it is through this door that two Souls can reach those deeper degrees of connection ~ Cancer , Scorpio, Pisces.

We must feel safe in order to TRUST.

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Kristin
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« Reply #160 on: Dec 04, 2018, 11:16 AM »

One more thing.....

The distorted Aries archetype in a woman when she becomes enraged due to being trapped or limited by the patriarchy and told she cannot do something throws her way out of balance, she  become reactive versus responsive. The Capricorn/Male energy does indeed dominate, snuffing out the Cancer.

Yogananda taught that, "Anger blots out God."

Think about this relative to the water trinity, Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces.
The way to God is via this river of energy.

So as long as she remains angry and reactive, with no channel for release, she will remain separated from her Soul and from her growth and thus separated from God.

~Kristin

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It is important to remember that anger is natural to consciousness. It is what we do with the anger that becomes the issue. Suppression of the anger is the real killer, because it will inevitably become distorted. It's similar to submerging a beach ball under water. You can only hang onto that ball of emotion for so long before it launches out of the water in some unpredictable way, injuring others in the process.
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« Reply #161 on: Dec 05, 2018, 07:47 AM »

Hi Kristin and Everyone,

as usual your sharp insight delivers so much i keep having to let it in slowly, with many layers. Thank you, really, for taking the time and energy to naturally empower women with your words and wisdom.

One thing that stood out for me from your latest posts, is to go to the elements to see how this works in the natural world, Fire and Earth. What can be curious from what i understand, is that for instance in ancient Chinese wisdom, these two elements are known to have nourishing qualities for one another, although strong fire usually supports/creates earth, too much earth can deplete fire. The same going for how women with strong fire energy like aries have been depleted by the patriarchal pressure instead of nourished for their qualities. Using this analogy it seems like all the fire has been waisted when these women keep trying to feed/nourish in the wrong place/way, reactive energy as you mention. But i wonder, how can she be responsive in an environment that is not supportive of her? That's where i begin to think that in the root of this lilith, the only way is for her to create a supportive environment first, cancer, positive emotional ground so she can go up to capricorn using aries, the new start for social change. This for me makes a bit of sense, thanks for setting the environment so we can reach better understanding ;-) It has been such a great thread so far with a lot of good synergy.

Many thanks!
Helena

P.S. Kristin, one more thing on the moon/cancer energy. On your last zoom meeting, on the nodal shift to cancer/capricorn, you mentioned things starting to change very quickly with moon ruling the north node and changing signs so fast by transit, and i see that could not be more accurate. To tune into the moon making great evolutionary opportunity.
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« Reply #162 on: Dec 06, 2018, 11:21 AM »

Hi All,

Before we move to the next step, if Lilith is in the 1st House, she will more likely be in another sign, so this needs to be weaved in. If Lilith  is in the 1st house in another sign, remember that the HOUSE comes first. As with Pluto, we always start with the house placement.

Obviously, a Soul who has Lilith in the 1st House in the sign of Aries will carry a double signature. Her desire for freedom can be so total that commitment may be a challenge of any kind. In may be a Soul who does not choose to marry or have a family at all. Her independence comes first. If there is a distorted need for independence, she will be keep everything at an arms distance and not allowing anyone to get too close, for fear she will lose that freedom she is so wired to defend.

In a prior post when sharing about the nature of the sexuality for a Lilith 1st House/Aries, 'there does not need to be any kind of attachment or committed relationship in order for her to step into that space with another for it is all about the new, the uninhibited and the freedom to explore places she has never been.'

When you combine this archetype of Aries with a water sign, the energy substantially changes, as when the Lilith in the 1st House initiates something sexually that is being acted upon instinctually, with Cancer, a shyness can emerge at the same time, a natural innocence that is born out of pure emotion. This can in some cases cause her to pause, resulting in the two steps forward, one step back experience. This would occur in particular if there was a fear of being judged for the wildness that was being expressed. If the Soul was totally in her nature, without patriarchal influence, this would reflect a wide open passionate Soul who was able to reach tremendous depths through her sexual exchanges, as long as there was total trust, as the water trinity is activated in this example. Lilith in the 1st reflects the raw pure physical desire, putting that in a water sign would reflect the capacity to merge on a far deeper plane in partnership. This would also be a Soul where being a mother would be integral to her journey.

Please let know if you have any questions.
We will move to the next step on Wednesday.

Peace,
Kristin
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« Reply #163 on: Dec 09, 2018, 09:42 AM »

Hi All,

It is useful to remember, because of the nature of this thread, that all forms of life, upon conception, are female. After conception if the new life form is to be a male it then is transformed into that gender within the womb of the female.  Within this natural law lies the possibility and reality of female forms of life who are able to reproduce themselves without any external impregnation taking place at all. And, within this, they can generate the males of their species within themselves.

When humans got around to conceiving and Ultimate Source for the Creation, this occuring roughly around 8,000 B.C.E, the first name given to this Ultimate Source was female: Namu. Namu roughly translates into ORIGIN.

God Bless, Rad

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« Reply #164 on: Dec 12, 2018, 11:36 AM »

Hi Ladies and All,

So for our next step, we will put the South Node of Asteroid Lilith in Gemini

I left some intentional gaps in this archetype in origin, distortion, and resolution, so you can work to develop them further.

Goddess Bless,
Kristin

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The South Node of the Asteroid Lilith symbolizes how the feminine has been expressed in the past, including her run ins with the repression of the patriarchy. The South Node correlates to the history (herstory) of how the power of the feminine was expressed and repressed, along with the consequences of what came about linked with being a woman in the world. It connects to the memories of the past that live in the cells of your being that have influenced your inner orientation to the current life being lived.


South Node of Lilith in Gemini/3rd House


She is a restless Soul with an inexhaustible need for diversity, a Soul who has desired to explore a variety of experiences and circumstances as she comes to know her place in the world within these changing landscapes and morphing realities, each one teaching her more about who she is. Gemini is a mutable archetype, which is one of unrestricted growth and perpetual expansion. She hears an inner call for self-knowledge which manifests as a deep inner restlessness that is fueled by a continuous inner dialogue with herself. These thoughts are induced by exposure to life itself and this helps her answer the question, “Who am I?”

Her restlessness is also a result of boredom for nothing is able to hold her focus for too long. It is this restlessness that motivates her Soul to have new experiences where she collects facts and information to temporarily cling to in order to build a logical structure to explain her relationship to the environment. By knowing the environment, she knows herself. However, she never feels that she knows enough, so out she goes on a hunt for more knowledge and more knowns.

She has an inherent curiosity which has her collecting vast amounts of information with the feeling that each idea or thought that she follows adds onto her in some way, for the more she knows about the world, the more she feels secure and at home within it. She leans heavily on the left brain where she intellectually organizes everything she accumulates, giving names and classification to things in the phenomenal reality in order to give it a world view, which is why words hold so much power.

Inwardly she relates to herself through a reactive process whereby she poses a variety of thought possibilities that lead to outer experiences in her desire to understand herself. By initiating experiences of all kinds, where she is bringing in information from a variety of sources, she inwardly reacts to these thought possibilities in such a way that the action itself produces self knowledge. Thus because we live in a time/space universe that is defined and understood through polarity, this process of expansion must then contract. She learns about herself through cycles of contraction which are induced as a reaction to excessive expansion. “Do I really believe this?” “Do I really need that?” What does this really mean to me?” The contraction also occurs due to the degree of absolute overwhelm from the cycle of expansion and taking in indiscriminate amounts of information. By withdrawing from the deluge of external stimuli, she is able able to weed out what doesn’t fit or feel right.
 
She never idles for too long for her inner center is always moving, each new thought or idea replacing the next so there is no real rooted foundation from which to pull from, only a moving target that is easily replaced with the next new fact or shiny thing that is calling for her attention. Her inner center is a revolving door of intellectual and emotional perspectives and it is the movement itself that becomes her foundation and the freedom to experience this movement is what she needs to feel emotional secure.

She needs to be in relationship with others in part so she can unload all of what she has accumulated and process the pent up mental energy. This interaction with others brings a constant need to adjust her ideas which means more and more facts are needed to explain in more detail the complete picture of who she is and the world she lives in. When she is in a contraction cycle, she can be very reactive in her conversations with others. There will be the tendency to interrupt and not let others finish their sentences or she is not able to finish her own, not allowing for either person to actually hear what the other one is saying. The contraction cycle is experienced as too much water in the cup and an absolute inner resistance to taking in any more information.

In her strength, she has a fast working wit and a keen mind to assimilate many moving parts at once. She is a natural messenger. Mercury, the ruler of Gemini, rules the throat chakra. The Asteroid Goddess Pallas Athene is also given rulership here for she is the Goddess of Wisdom and Justice and respected for her intelligence. In her original state, she has a natural capacity to communicate with all walks of life, animals included, and easily adapts and integrates with whomever she is interfacing with. She could have been a runner between tribes where messages were delivered and diplomatic agreements were reached due to her knack for knowing what others need, serving as a bridge between two worlds. Her ability to see both sides of a situation allows her to find common ground with a foreign force where alternative solutions are gained and agreements are reached seen in the trine to Libra and Aquarius.

Sexuality

She is non-monogamous and open, ‘at least in her mind’, to all sexual possibilities. As a result, she may be bi-sexual in nature in order to fulfill her natural need for variety and diversity where both sides of the sexual whole can be experienced. If she is limited to one gender there may always feel to be something unexplored which can lead to that ‘something missing’ feeling seen in the square to Virgo.

In her sexual experience, she will want all of the senses to be included as well as all of the erogenous zones covered. The use of hands are key and integral to maximum sensation, along with an attraction to variety of positions as it increases the span of coverage and feeds her need for diversity.

She will have a strong mental orientation to the sexual experience that induces detachment and a feeling of separation from the partner. While this may be important for her to observe herself and the partner in this way in order to learn more about who they are as sexual beings, it can become highly frustrating for it does not allow her to totally fuse emotionally and physically due to being caught too much in her head.

Words hold a great deal of power to unlock her in those intimate spaces as well whether she is the one using them to stoke the sexual fire or she is fueled when her partner uses words to lead her further into a feeling.

Distortions

Considering the patriarchy has been in place for thousands of years, she would have been running and hiding from her nature for fear of consequences or punishments that her natural form of expression would have produced. One way of hiding can occur through idle chit chat or excessive talking about nothing of real importance, anything to distract another from a central seeded truth. There is too much talking and not enough listening. The hiding is seen in the natural square to Pisces and the avoidance of her truth can be seen in the T-square to Virgo/Pisces and the opposition to Sagittarius.

The distorted Gemini archetype can be known to talk over others and not let them get a word in edgewise. She can talk until she turns others off or talk in circles where conversations are started that go no where and that ultimately mean nothing. She will also have a tendency to react to words spoken by others that does not allow her to listen, leading to arguments and confrontations.

When this energy is repressed and thus distorts, the shadowy cast can result in dishonesty and duplicity due to her need for diversity in this world of duality, as she sees both sides of something she wants to explore and does not want to be limited. A curious sexual appetite to explore whatever she wishes is not condoned in a patriarchal reality so these encounters may lead to clandestine affairs seen in the square to Pisces. Bisexual desires can manifest from this need for diversity and in a repressed society this would have had to occur in secret. To cover up or explain herself, lies would have had to be told to protect her from humiliation or in extreme cases exile.

Just like two sides to any coin, she can flip to extremes manifesting as a Jekyll and Hyde split personality, one minute wanting it this way and the next wanting it another way. You may never know what you are going to get at any given moment in time as her energy can shift in unpredictable ways. The extreme swings in her energy are a result of feeling limited to have the full freedom to experience and express the diversity of her desires.

She is a runner and a Soul who always has one foot out the door. She is never able to sit still for too long and she will do anything she can to distance herself from the truth of her own nature. She may have had lives where she ran away from her own family or culture of origin in search of her natural tribe for it would have been highly common to hide within a family that is not remotely cut from her same cloth to ensure her own truth would remain behind lock and key. She is always running, always searching, yet never finding.

Resolution

Her evolution is dependent on developing her intuition as opposed to the intellect so the facts and information that she does collect can take on a deeper meaning and allow her to understand the metaphysical and cosmological laws that are the basis for the facts themselves. This deeper connection to the information will allow her to find the truth of this understanding, so she can experience the actual knowing of anything within herself.

One key way to harness and quiet her mind is is to align with one comprehensive philosophical or metaphysical system so she can give all of those floating thoughts that are flying around a bottom line, allowing her to be able to synthesize all of the content into a more holistic view of understanding and how all the working parts fit into the whole.

She will learn by only expressing a version of herself, there will always be yet another prism to discover,which will forever feed the feeling of being disjointed and scattered. By tailoring her focus within a comprehensive philosophical or spiritual area of study, she will energize a more streamlined approach to everything, including herself, allowing her own parts to merge and become integrated. “Evolution comes when she is able to understand the essential unity of all paths leading to the whole truth.”

It is her natural need for diversity that she must come to celebrate again versus allowing it to be deplored. The resolution and her healing comes when she is able sit in the truth of who she is in full and steep in that tonic with an unwavering commitment to its unveiling. The fog can only clear and the healing can only happen when the thoughts are forced to the back seat and her emotions are able to speak for what the mind has been working so hard to cover up. She will learn to be able to relax in a space of comfortable silence versus always grabbing for the next thought that could pull her away from emotional substance that makes her feel vulnerable in any way.

Her ultimate healing comes when she can harness the courage to be impeccably honest with herself and others, no matter what!
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