What kind of identity has this soul developed in the past that it is bringing right into this life SN?
The South node correlates to all the prior egocentric structure of the soul with its mode of operation for actualizing Pluto´s desires in the past, and where the soul is emotionally secure and feels self identification in this lifetime.
Although we have the tendency to project forward the past into the present to remain secure, it takes an effort to go into the unknown to step out into actual insecurity as we are trying to break away from the past and its familiarity as an evolutionary process.
The identity of the soul with the South node in the first house in Leo, has brought forward is that the soul has a special destiny to fulfill, that involves some form of self creative actualization and nothing or anybody can get in its way.
Being in Leo this soul, could feel as a special destiny to be extremely creative but have no idea of what it came here to create as it is in the first house, starting a new cycle.
Another variant could be that this individual came into this life with a deep love and desire to have children (Leo) and live for their offspring, making them an extention of themselves.
This soul would have the ability to start new things totally independent from others. It would seek to find answers to its deepest questions by interiorizing its emotions and seeking the answers from within.
The need for freedom and independence would trigger a deep fear of a committed long lasting relationship, as the individual is primarily trying to discover itself as an individual.
Being in Leo through out its life it could have had hypnotic sexual attractions with no forethought (first house) of the consequences of these actions.Getting involved / or seeking relationships with somebody that was not really available for a lasting relationship so that the individual did not feel trapped into the relationship walking away at any time that things got too grounded.
All excellent and really well said. One correction: Leo in the 1st isn't inherently afraid of things getting too grounded. Grounding isn't relevant to this archetype. It's the need for freedom for the soul to actualize its own creative impulses however it needs to and the strong self orientation that may keep the soul from really integrating balanced relationships with others on equal terms. "Walking away" would perhaps be more relevant if Sagittarius was involved.
Possibly this individual is needing quite a lot of praise and admiration(Leo) from others and constant attention to feel secure with itself. The first imprint of its fulfilled needs as a child if not fulfilled by the parents and immediate family would leave a deep imprint of neediness / insecurity as an adult in the individual.
But also the opposite could be true of not needing the attention any more upon itself.
It could need to be recognized for its bravery and capacity to lead in what ever venture it decides to do, liking competition, it will push itself to their limits as it is so important to win and to be recognized as the star.
Failure and shame would be a very difficult pain to bare. Limitations are perceived with anger that in extreme cases could trigger violence / intolerance in the individual, This because they need to get on with it or go into a new project, impatience builds up and weakness in the other is not tolerated, provoking confrontations of some kind with others.
Failure and shame as an archetype is not specific to Leo in the 1st. That is more Capricorn/10th house/Saturn.
First house SN in Leo will like competition, and will work hard to be the best and once it has reached the best it will move on to some new thing again.There is a deep need to satisfy itself through being full of itself. Creativity and role playing will expand its world view of who it wants to be.This individual could easily be a born actor or have played different roles in his prior and actual life time so as to understand and discover its self identity.
This individual could have deep unconscious memories of having been in a position of power in prior lives, and this attitude of superiority / being waited upon would be for this individual a natural way of being in life, shocking others who might not understand it and falsely interpreting it as something that is not, giving way to confrontations, that will make the individual go into itself and examine itself towards the others behavior or expectations that others may have of them.
The individuals can be very generous towards others, showering them with gifts that they have personally chosen, the individual likes to be liked and to be the sunshine of others.
Possibly as a child and along its life this individual would take risks believing that it is super human and nothing could go wrong or gamble in bets with friends because of its need to exhibit itself as the best. Following its desire for recognition or being noticed as special in some way, this individual could spontaneously engage in fights of honor over some sexual attraction with no tomorrow, finding itself in a situation with no way out, only to understand the consequences of its desire once it is too late to stop the out come.
SN in Leo first house there is a tendency for this individual to be full of self and focus its life on its self( first house / Leo), before others, these individuals have a tendency to be loners so as to be free to follow its desire at any time.
This individual in the consensus stage of evolution with south node Leo in the first house, would be focussing on having some form of personal power or fame to feel secure of its role in society. Putting self first desiring to out shine all others, using its narcissistic desires for fear of loosing its shine and glory to another. Having little awareness of the needs or desires of others, and always seeking the recognition of its presence by exhibiting its solar inner child in a dramatic fashion, basically all is focused through the self lens.
This expresses some possibilities of how this signature can manifest. This soul can also exhibit great generosity, leader for children, inspiring in their creativity or abilities, exciting and inspiring to be around. The soul's creative expression and ambition will be limited to the confines of what is already mandated and accepted by society. It may align with various mainstream sports, athletics, acting, music, competitive fields of any kind through which it can fully focus its desires towards creative self actualization.
In the consensus state the individual could have the tendency to have co-dependent relationships, because it would be better to have somebody than to be alone and then suddenly finding the whole thing too oppressive but will remain in the relationship for fear of loosing its status, position. It is also important to remember that where the individual is born and what are the societies conditions will alter its desires and needs.There could be a great doses of narcissistic tendency with little instinct to give and help the other if it does not give it something back.
Co-dependency is not implied in this signature. Also status and position is Capricorn/10th house Saturn, not Leo or Aries.
Individuated Soul would try to break away from any pattern of behavior that would restrict it to discover its creative self realization in a not so self focused way, although it may find a certain resistance ( cardinal / fixed energy) realizing that others also exist and are just as important as itself. Understanding that others, that share similar ideas with some different points of views causing heated confrontations the individual realizes that their points of view are just as valid as its own, these confrontations show the individual how it is limited to its own narrow beliefs or outlook in life in general. This causes the individual to retreat into itself and after some thought it could integrate and adopt as its own these new points of views. It would need to break away from any thing that it felt was impeaching its souls discovery, be this society, family or job.
The individual is acknowledging that it is different to be in a group of one, and the alienation it feels towards the society, family and most in general is because it never wants to be integrated again into the consensus world..
The pull to discover out more of itself is so intense that it will take it towards adventures so as try and find new ways of being in the world as the old no longer seems to resonate to what it now desires, and this desire is stronger than the familiar pattern that it was rooted in.
Once the soul has learnt to feel well with itself and has de-conditioned itself it now knows who it is and who it is not and what it cannot be.
The individual will liberate itself from the emotional trauma by objectifying and thus becoming detached with the possibility of internalizing the event and working with it for what it really is and move on, understanding that the trauma was an evolutionary necessity that its soul desired to experience so as to know itself better and in new ways and bring back into the society what it has to give of innovative without fearing to be absorbed in the consensus reality.
All this is possible. To clarify: as the soul progresses through the individuated stages it's center of gravity will progressively shift to its own inherent uniqueness and individuality. As that happens the soul will find ways of creatively self actualizing in whatever way is necessary for its own evolutionary needs: the need to become their own person.
In a spiritual stage the soul would desire to know God / Goddess, the Source, through some form of service towards the other, feeling small as it starts to understand how small it really is in comparison to the universe. It could work relentlessly at training some form of physical exercise where it could integrate its life purpose. Like Yoga, meditation or some martial art would by itself help this individuals have the discipline to continually focus its desire to rid itself of any separating desires other that to return to the source.
The danger would be that it could feel that it has known God/Goddess and that it now has special powers over others, that these powers come from itself creative realization(SN Leo first), when speaking to others spreading its message, it will speak as if the power that it thinks it has is from its own merit, giving it personal power and a sense of purpose. Sooner or later there are going to be confrontations with others who will point out its flaws and his soul will have to recognize by the humiliation and downfall it will endure, and that these separating desires have to be purged out so as to continue its evolutionary intent which is to work its return towards God/Goddess, the source.
This soul could also present itself as very shy and not desiring at all to be in the lime light, being happy as a second hand player, being alone with self would feel quite comfortable to go in its quest to unite itself to the source by letting go of its separating desires one by one. This could be because its soul has been deeply hurt and traumatized in the past, making it believe that it is safer to be alone.
All this is possible. The core of his sn is very much about expressing and acting in the world. So this soul, if it has a soul history within the spiritual stages, will have some sort of past where they were actively expressing, creating, leading and initiating their own projects for the sake of serving creation itself. Their own self actualization would serve a higher purpose. The narcissism and self focus can still very much be there. Right on with the shyness as a possibility as well though we'd have to see other signatures to back that up (such as the ruler of the sn in the 12th, Pisces or in aspect to Neptune).
What is the intended/potential identity development of the soul as a reflection of the souls desire to evolve?
The polarity point NN being in the 7th house Aquarius, this would show us that this individual is discovering his own identity in relationships through comparison and contrast away from the consensus societal ways.
"away from consensus societal ways" would only apply to souls in the individuated stages. It's more about learning about detachment in relationship, learning how to listen objectively and not react or do as they please according to their own self oriented filter.
It will seek relationships who can broaden its view of itself in relation to its fear of loss of freedom. As these individuals seek new relationships when their evolution stagnates they will seek people who can help them understand who they are and how others relate to each other, it will not tolerate any person telling them how they have to be as it is leaving behind all the shackles from the past .
Yes, though it specifically IS learning tolerance. The soul will be learning how to listen objectively without always making it personal in some way. Opening to listen to the feedback of other people as well. The soul is learning how to share, to be with others and not take all the attention. To be an equal among many and encourage other people's own uniqueness.
It would seek partners who need freedom and are independent thinkers helping it to understand that its fear to commit is just a fear and can be over come. Possibly this individual would like to live in some community for a while away from society.
Not necessarily. Living in community away from society is a very specific circumstance and is not implied in this north node by itself. Also, the 7th house isn't about commitment. The 8th house and Pluto is. So there will be resistance to evolution (Pluto) relative to wherever the soul is holding onto its needed freedom (1st house sn). For example Pluto may be in the 6th house and the soul may fear really devoting itself to offer its skills to the world. It might think that other people do it better and may feel jealous of other people's creativity. For evolution to occur, the soul would need to commit itself to a form of service that will allow it to share its creativity with the world. This would imply letting go of the self critisism (6th house Pluto) by way of learning how to be around other people in a detached way (7th house Aquarius: not making it about "me" all the time). This can also mean listening to other people's feedback and letting it be supportive instead of triggering immediate doubt and insecurity which then leads to stagnation and non movement.
For evolution to proceed the individual will seek as many different people as it can so as to learn to objectify life situations and itself. This is very important as has been so self focussed in the past and now its evolutionary intent is learning to recognize the other person as an equal to itself. It is learning that there is no need to project its fears onto others, by learning to listen and accept the differences and uniqueness within others. It will also learn to share its creativity without out the fear of loss of position. It will welcome others who are just as creative as itself and acknowledge that others have a right to shine also It will also give to others what they need and not what they do not need or want.
Excellent. And again "position" is a Capricorn thing.
Being in Aquarius it would show us that this person has suffered trauma through others and may now prefer to be alone then to be hurt again. What is the point, sort of attitude. This could show us that there was trauma to the mental body becoming disconnected in another life, this situation has been brought forward from the past and it is still holding unto it, because its consciousness of time space reality is not there. This will only add to the difficulty this individual has with any conformity.
This is only a possibility if there are signatures that would imply unresolved karma with the north node, such as a planet squaring the north node.
Freedom to be with as many people as it can will be a priority it may adopt the new cultural identities of the people it relates to, new foods, new ways of dressing, new readings that will broaden its views and help it know who it is. Friends, family will be surprised and can see the individual as a chameleon with little or no personality its own, but that would not be the case, as the individual is just trying on suits, to see which fits best its personality of the moment.
This individual would feel the need to be different, there could be a misguided rebellion as it is trying to find its authority within relationships, others and within its society, desiring its uniqueness to be fully acknowledged by others.
Freedom to be with as many people as it can is not necessarily implied. Nor is new foods, new ways of dressing etc. And authority = Cap
This individual could be extremely innovative, this creates in the individual fear of the consensus thinking for being so different from others, it could have a very personal way of dressing, it would admire eccentricity and individualism in friends, art, small groups and would probably seek different people to bond with or simply feel comfortable as a group of one. This individual could also be balancing his feminine and masculine side as it engages in different relationships.
It is the need to complete itself through relationships learning about ones identity through comparison and contrast, the secret is to create a balance between the need to complete self through comparison and contrast the need to combine the polarity to create a balance of the two so as to create a new identity in which mutual respect, balance and equality is the norm.
The evolutionary intent for this individual is to find the balance, freedom and equality in the relationships it forms, to integrate its SN in the present moment and the need to be free and independent to pursue its desire and its self creative potential and at the same time, by doing this it integrates the NNode evolutionary intent for this life which is to decondition and rebel from any traditional or conform to any consensus values, by being its own individual unique self.
The intent to heal Karma relationships would be to stop having co-dependent relationships with others in which the person is not really itself and is no longer confused of who it is in relationship to others.
This is not necessarily relevant to this signature again unless there are specific implications in the chart that the soul is working on unresolved north node karma. What the soul may work through are narsisisstic orientations to relationship in which there is no real listening or intimacy but rather just feeding of the need to be seen and appreciated (1st house Leo) without really becoming known. This soul may also reach a point where they realize that no one really knows who they are - thus leading to more genuine and authentic sharing/listening with others as an equal.
7th house correlates to all sort of imbalances and extreme behavior in relationships that could have flip-flopped in the past not knowing who it was any more as it adopted others points of views as its own, and possibly projected those needs outside of itself for validation to give it a sense of who it is, possibly creating all the distortions of the extremities.
Thank you for your post Rita! your explanation of the south node in Leo in the 1st was really well spoken and exemplifies a clear understanding of the various dimensions of how the sn can manifest. What you wrote about the north node implies some possible misunderstandings about the north node. Please feel free to ask any questions about anything of this.