Fragments chart symbols correlates to nightmare and resolution:
Uranus in 11th house Sagittarius: unbalanced brain/nervous system could be physical reason for various nightmares; Brain/body is opened to higher realm information, wired to long term traumatized memory (opposite 5th house gemini chiron correlates to being oppressed and mute); Negative emotion attracts negative energy from other realm, when soul fragments couldn't integrate after trauma, there is an empty place for entities? Bursting action in dreams.
Neptune in 12th house (cusp sagittarius) capricorn (saturn in 10th scorpio): fears of dissolving, compulsive fear of being oppressed/possessed, being trapped in dream realm, supressed anger towards patriarchy power, sleep=fall into darkness/chaos. Trying to break free (12th cusp sagittarius, jupiter in 1st house aquarius), trying to survive/figure out a survive mechanism in dream by repeating nightmares (Jupiter squares SN/sun/pluto in 9th scorpio, NN/moon in taurus). Physical reason: unbalanced melatonin (mars in 8th squares neptune)--vivid visions/super-conscious dreams. This could corraltes to past live experiences of being imprisoned, maybe even hysteria (add up uranus 11th house, eletric-shock feeling when being oppressed in nightmare.)
1 jupiter (rules 12th) in 1st aquarius squares Scorpio 9th SN, Taurus 3rd NN
When soul is untrue to oneself, compensated to be normal for lack of security/courage to be different and rebel, there is intense feeling of oppression/restriction as well as paranoid fear of persecution/rage project to consensus rules. When less repressed in daily life, less intense is the nightmare: man in black or other horrific visions in nightmare--white energy with different shapes trying to attack me--invisible energy attack--seeing invisible energy possessed someone else, dream evolves as more courage built up in real life, soul become more detached from those dark energy in dream, when i try to understand the essence of them (resolution node is SN 9th scorpio), helps me to detach fear, thus the dark energy is losing power.
Idea that supernatural power is superior to human's limited power, desire for the power to survive/self-protection/get back to people who traumatized soul in prior lives (SN/Pluto in 9th scorpio); Engaged with or close to some magic/supernatural power, could be source of this kind of nightmare too. Also religion/spiritual power is what i used to protect me in dreams by instinct. I tend to think those energy are real negative entities from other realm other than imagination/symbols reflects life circumstances because everytime i try to say GOD BLESS, they try to stop me, my heart would bumping like electric shock, also when i concentrate to meditate a cross, the energy disappeared immediately. Or could it still be powerful delusion? Maybe it doesn't matter if it's entities, because like attract likes, if soul is strong enough, this attraction would stop?
Desire to heal trauma (jupiter rules 12th house), defeat (1st house jupiter) dark energy in repeating nightmares, this desire fueled nightmares to repeat again. I always think i need to understand the essence of darkness through real experiences, so i can find a way to heal it completely and help others to do the same. I am just not sure if it's necessary or i am deluded by thinking that i need to fight it. Resolution:To detach from fear, understand dream symbols/past live trauma objectively, learning about natrual law, recording dreams/sharing experiences with others would inspire me to understand the truth, and find power within to heal it?
2 Lucifer in 7th Leo opposite jupiter squares nodes
This symbol would correlates to being violent traumatized by patriarchy authority in past lives, lost power completely in a relationship, expose(being projected) the evil side as well as bear of light side of others. This symbol correlates to dreams of being raped/killed/hold as sex slave(mars in 8th libra squares neptune 12th capricorn, saturn conj mercury in 10th scorpio, virgo intercepted in 8th), being oppressed/astral attack; see twisted human face/animal body monsters in dream.
When the dream correlates to supernatural/mysterious experiences (even darkness), this feeling of having special destiny enpoweres my soul, this powerful imagination is defined as creative power. This would be another reason for this kind of nightmare to repeat as the lacking feeling exist. Resolution: take control of life, find power within, stop losing power to others in relationship. Also i can serve others with these experiences, to help them break free from trauma?
The most difficult thing is to distinguish which are real which are symbols/imaginations when i learn about dreams. I am confused if it's right thing to do to record/learn it, or this actually give powers to the negative energy, make the nightmares happen again.
Thanks for your help.