While meditating, I felt and saw my energy go from a masculine expression back to a more feminine energy as if though that was closer to my true energetic root so to speak. Would this be because the Source is more of a feminine energy than masculine in it´s essence or a true balance of these two energies and, I was more inclined towards the masculine expression? Or could it just be me in my own recent Soul history that I have had many lives as a female and feel more comfortable with that energy?
All the best
No, to me this would correlate to the fact that all Souls are male and female in their essence: essentially androgynous. As Souls evolve back to their Creator they must shed the limitations of conditioned gender definitions that emanate from the consensus of whatever societies they live within. As this occurs the Soul begins to remember, in some way, the fact that it is essentially androgynous just as you experienced in your meditation. On the other hand it is also true that any given Soul will manifest predominately in one gender over the other but when this inner androgyny is progressively realized, remembered, then the NATURAL expressions of the masculine and feminine archetypes manifest which then makes such women and men VERY different as compared to the conditional gender identifcations, thus roles. emanating from the consensus of whatever society.
God is the Origin of All Things: thus male and female while itself in inherently androgynous.
God Bless, Rad