this thread is dedicated to all kinds of funky and exciting lunar node possibilities. i figured this would be a good way to deepen our grock of the nodes.
i posted this chart on the south node correlations thread.
she's got planetary ruler of sn, mercury, and venus, squaring the nodes and jupiter conj nn. third-ish individuated.
her evolutionary intent has been to create order and balance in chaos. relative to her south node in pisces 11th and neptune in the 8th there have been past life experiences of being invaded/ emotionally abandoned. she has found security in not standing out in fear that it would attract too much attention and get her hurt.
in this life, since her childhood she has been afraid of her home being broken in to- she used to compulsively check the locks on her door b4 going to sleep. she's also has a general fear of non sterile environments/contracting disease/getting lice etc.
when we throw in mercury venus square jupiter nodes, i think there are persecution fears linked speaking her truth and trusting others. also mars in leo/5 squaring uranus in sag/7th as well as the 7th 1st house polarities= attracting relationsips that limit her creativity and independence.
i think she internally desires to THINK BIG and direct her creative energy to help serve others in fun and expansive ways. this requires her to feel safe enough in order to speak up for her ideas and visions.
so if im understanding the general implications of a planet conj the nn, then jupiter here represents potential that CAN be activated, and that previous to this life, she has been working on it. the intent in this life is to really trust her own intuition/vision. to be bold and daring and speak up. in so doing, she also finds greater peace and acceptance of things as they are (pluto 6th) bc she feels less threatened and victimized by the external environment (sn and correlations).
i would love some feedback on that! im also interested in how other people would understand jupiter in the context of the rest of the chart/nodes.